Me.

"This is why~"

*Collin changes the channel on the radio*

"... this is why, this is why, this is why, this is why I'm hot~"

Collin: Oh yea man. This is awesome. *starts bobbing head up and down to the beat of the song*
Me: *Irritated* .... Collin.
Collin: What? Awesome shit weh.
Me: Oh God.

Collin is a fucktard.

Kthxbai.

Given a certain level of thought byAdam Dewind at 10:26 PM 0 comment(s)  

[Insert Witty Title Here]

How does one react to a picture of a naked woman?
Or better...
How does one react to a naked woman?

Does one take a glance, then calmly look away to show courtesy?
Does one stare quietly?
No. Oh so definitely no.
There's only one way.
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*Gillian secretly reacts this way (in her mind) even when she sees a dressed woman. Really. Right or not Gillian?

Given a certain level of thought byAdam Dewind at 8:40 PM 2 comment(s)  

mmmLunch.

Hanaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
It's been a long while since I last saw you. And frankly, it's been too long :(
Aliff and I are inviting you out for lunch. Sometime, somewhere.
Miss you la :/
Your crazy deeds. You know, slapping Aliff everytime you laugh. Those stupid sounds you'd make. And... your never ending eye-rolling =___="

So what say you? Call us sometime, or just post a comment on either one of our blogs.
(Comment yea, not small messages in that cbox on the right :P)

We'll be waiting~~~
P.S: Check out Aliff's blog too.

Given a certain level of thought byAdam Dewind at 11:43 PM 0 comment(s)  

Reminder.

Overall grades, broken down to percentage:
HD: 11.76%
DI: 47.06%
CR: 29.41%
PS: 11.76%
Cumulative percentage: 99.99%
Grade point average: 5.59 over 7.

Full scholarship requirement: 6 or more Grade point average.
Reminder to self: Not good enough. Step it up.

Stop getting distracted.

Given a certain level of thought byAdam Dewind at 1:58 PM 0 comment(s)  

Sacrifice.

Someone shared something interesting with me today.

Sacrifice is giving up something good, for something better.

Yea, I see the truth in it.
Though, nothing is ever as easy as words make them out to be. See the truth in my words?

Given a certain level of thought byAdam Dewind at 10:04 PM 0 comment(s)  

An Interesting Outcome.

Well well. My results are out.
To say the least, I am pleased with them. I could've done better on one subject, but it's over and done with. Naught else I can do about it...

Naught else but smile.

Given a certain level of thought byAdam Dewind at 9:41 PM 0 comment(s)  

Past Midnight.

It's 12:41AM.
Results for last semester's subjects are to be announced today.
Not feeling the least bit worried =____________=

Whatever will be, will be.

Given a certain level of thought byAdam Dewind at 12:41 AM 0 comment(s)  

#41

Omg omg omg post number 41. Lawl. I should be posting the lyrics of "#41" by Dave Matthews... but that's been done with.

Dangit.

Well... instead, I'll just finish this post with a great, big...

ITCHY NIPPLES HUZZAAAAAAAAAAH

Given a certain level of thought byAdam Dewind at 10:40 PM 0 comment(s)  

#40


As I sat quietly in my car, gazing on to the field of which I was parked next to... I couldn't help but notice a few children running about, playing with one another.
It was then that I began to reminisce on my own childhood, and soon enough I developed a comparison of how I am today with how I was then.

There was an innocence in every single one of us. While I may not speak for all, I'm fairly certain that as it is now, the majority of us have lost all that innocence.
As a child, it was normal for us to take risks. We'd run here and there, do things no self-respecting person would, and put ourselves in dangerous positions - unknowingly.
As we aged, that innocence - the very thing that made us do everything we did - began to diminish. Comparatively, we no longer put ourselves in such situations. Situations where we were bound to get hurt - physically or emotionally. There's a certain level of caution around all of us, something that never was there.
Back then, we could fall off a tree and cry our hearts out for what seemed ages. But when the time came, there we were - climbing that tree again. Despite the pain and frustration with going through difficult times, we still put ourselves through it.
We'd fall, but we'd never forget to pick ourselves up and move on. That's where we developed whatever strength we have now.

I miss those times. Things weren't so complicated then. Even though at some point or another - in one way or another - we'd have the troubles of the world on our backs. But we always learned to look past the troubles and work things out. Because none of us liked the feeling of being tied down by anything.

Relationships - whether romantic or not - were so simple. As friends, we could argue with one another to the point where our feelings would be crushed, and we'd be thrown into a certain level of despair. Even so, we'd just shrug it off the next day. We'd apologize, and we'd go back to being friends like nothing ever happened.
We could say whatever we wanted to each other. At the end of the day, it'll all come back to be alright.
We can't do the same now, can we? Everyday, we spend our time with friends. And everyday, we're watching our words, our actions - we know that one wrong turn could end up in broken relations. As much as we want to, for the most part... we're all constrained from pouring our hearts and minds out to anyone, one way or another. And when we do go overboard by accident, why is it so hard for our companions to look past what we've done, and go on being our friends?
Where did we lose the ability to look past the misdeeds of a companion, and go on with our lives? Where did we lose that level of understanding?
Why did we lose it?

Life was so simple then. But most of us were in a rush to grow up, and move on to brighter paths. What none of us expected was for it to be so much harder than it was portrayed to be.
I often joke with Aliff about being a 5 or 6 year old, mentally. In some ways, yea... I am rather childish.
But the truth is that I'm far more mature than I give myself credit for. All of us are, whether we realize it or not.
I guess, maturity didn't turn out as well as I'd hoped it to be, for myself.
Would you say the same for your own?


*Seems like I'm coming up with a lot of these posts. Blame the car. I often go into deep thought when I'm driving or just sitting in it. Meh.
**I don't speak for everyone. Childhood is different for many, but I believe I touched on matters which most of us (if not all) have gone through.

Given a certain level of thought byAdam Dewind at 4:20 PM 1 comment(s)  

3rd Life.

Drove out today. And this happens:-


Yerp. It was raining, and the road was wet. I was driving at a reasonable speed, till I hit a fairly small hole on the bridge, which was filled with water. All of a sudden, my car spun.

Two seconds later (Maybe it was this long, moved to fast for me to tell), my car was parked on the wrong side of the road, with my side mirror and the barrier of the bridge merely five inches apart.
A little faster... and I would've gone overboard, and onto the highway below.
It's a lucky thing that there were no cars on the opposing lane at the time. If there were, I'd likely be in some hospital now. Or worse? In some cemetery.

But I'm not dead yet. Like all cats, I have nine lives. I still have six to go, so you're all gonna be stuck with me for a little longer. Huzzah.

As scary as the ordeal was, I didn't feel terrified. In fact, I was as calm as I am now. I remember the guy that stopped to help me. He came tapping on my window, and when he was sure I was fine, he asked "Why are you smiling?"

I'd like to know the answer too. Looking back on it, I still don't feel anything. And I'm still wondering what made me smile when truthfully, I was fairly close to death.
My fascination with death kicking up again?

Given a certain level of thought byAdam Dewind at 10:29 PM 0 comment(s)