Me.
Hah.
Friday, August 31, 2007
If anyone were to sit down for a while and look at me while I'm listening to the Dave Matthews Band on my iPod, I'm pretty sure many would think I was crazy.
One second, I'm expressionless as I listen to "#41".
The next, I'm smiling away as my mind is soothed by the incredible composition of "Stay".
After which my eyes gaze far into nothing, as "Digging a ditch" plays in my ears.
And before you know it, I've got a simple smile pasted across my face, as I reminisce on days gone by with the song "Say goodbye".
Gah.
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Goodbye Goodbye.
So painful this lesson
So empty this room
Goodbye goodbye
Everyday, our eyes crossed
Everyday, our lips whispered words of joy
Words of longing
Words of comfort
Everyday was a day shared
When the time came, we parted without so much as a smile
Because we knew we'd see each other tomorrow
The day after
The week after
Goodbye goodbye
Took for granted you'd be there
A smile waiting
Had I known you wouldn't
I would have hugged you at the end of every day
I would have laid my lips upon your forehead
I would have smiled
And I would have said goodbye
Goodbye goodbye
Now you're gone
Here I am, the day to myself
Here I am, an unsaid goodbye hanging from the tip of my tongue
An unsaid goodbye with nowhere to go to
No one to float to
Goodbye.
Goodbye.
- A. Dewind -
Something I just came up with while I was driving around earlier in the afternoon today. Kinda relates to something I see everyday, with everyone. Hey, I'm allowed to feel poetic once in a while, no?
Given a certain level of thought byAdam Dewind at 9:56 PM 1 comment(s)
Nyao~...
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
... As hard as I try, I realize I'll never be able to magically scroll my mouse so that the pointer will actually come upon my keyboard.
That's how lazy I am right now. I didn't want to move my hand off the mouse to press the "I" key. Huzzah.
Staring at my Messenger window.
Looking at a specific someone's name.
Wanting to start a conversation.
But...
At the same time, I couldn't be bothered with saying much of anything to her.
Why?
Reasons I'll keep to myself.
Anyway. Here I am to do my many readers *coughasifcough* a favor by posting the link to...
... I Can Has Cheezburger!
Click here for kitty cat images with nonsensical captions. They have a few dogs, a couple of hamsters and rabbits, and one bucket-lugging walrus. Just check it out, yea? Some images are good for a laugh or two - if you're a simple minded fool like myself.
Aliff informed me yesterday about his friend's desire to get him and myself as bouncers for a prom (Taylor's College).
Don't know what the hell to say to that.
Haha. Just thought I'd bring it up because I'm running out of material for this post.
And I don't want to post a short one.
So...
._____________."
Now back to the simple-minded fools who read my blog (I know there are one or two of you out there). Here's a stupid video I found. Got it off a forum. And here's a tip: wait for the muscle bound freak to do a little aerobic dancing. I swear if you don't laugh yourself silly, you might have to get your head checked.
Given a certain level of thought byAdam Dewind at 10:31 PM 2 comment(s)
#70
It'll feel like it should
And they're all still around
And you're still safe and sound
And you don't miss a thing
Till you cry when you're driving away in the dark
Singing
Stop this train
I wanna get off and go home again
I can't take the speed it's moving in
I know I can't
Cause now I see
I'll never stop this train
- John Mayer -
Given a certain level of thought byAdam Dewind at 9:46 PM 0 comment(s)
To Quote One.
Sunday, August 26, 2007
- Mark Twain -
Given a certain level of thought byAdam Dewind at 11:26 PM 0 comment(s)
Bucket? D:
Thursday, August 23, 2007
o__o
If this walrus so much as grunts at me, I might just pee my pants.
Lucky thing it doesn't have it's tusks.
... now where did I put my blue bucket...
Given a certain level of thought byAdam Dewind at 10:44 PM 0 comment(s)
... and they whispered
What we do for others and the world, remains immortal.
Given a certain level of thought byAdam Dewind at 10:27 PM 0 comment(s)
Nuu.
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
Kimberley, Charlene, and Stephanie are in Hanoi. They won't be back till Sunday.
Ila is back home in Indonesia. She won't be back till... the 8th if I'm not mistaken?
Nuu.
Given a certain level of thought byAdam Dewind at 4:26 PM 2 comment(s)
Sigh.
Given a certain level of thought byAdam Dewind at 11:22 PM 1 comment(s)
Take Heed of the Wise.
Sunday, August 19, 2007
The mystery of life isn't a problem to solve, but a reality to experience. -Tim-
If more of us think this way, maybe things wouldn't be so difficult for everyone.
Given a certain level of thought byAdam Dewind at 11:40 PM 0 comment(s)
Just Another Sunday.
I told Stephanie I didn't wanna do her latest tag... but then, give face la. She tagged me. Means I'm special. Muahaha! I very the perasan, thank you. This is because of Kimberley - she's very perasan. Really.
Dear Stephanie.. I'm only doing the first tag, k? The other two... a little lazy. >_<
Tag Numero Uno!:
Honestly, what colour is your shirt?
Dark blue.
Honestly, what's on your mind?
My almost empty wallet. My oh-so-almost-very empty wallet .____."
Honestly, what're you doing now?
Doing this bloody tag and thinking up a way of throwing Stephanie into some lake.
Honestly, have you ever been involved?
Hmm. If by involved you mean relationship - yesh. Otherwise... Maybe? :o
Honestly, have you done something bad today?
Yesh. I chased some 8 year old out of the public toilet. >_>;;
Honestly, do you watch Disney Channel?
Who doesn't? Kim Possible yay.
Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
My best friend, Guna. The basket asked me something about the word "lame". WEIH!!! This Christmas I'm getting you a fucking dictionary. I swear.
Honestly, are you jealous of somebody now?
I'm jealous of Santa Claus. And his little elf Andy.
Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?
Me.
Honestly, do you bite your nails?
Erm. *cough* Eh is that Mika Hakkinen?? *runs*
Honestly, do you use anyone?
I'll keep you guessing for a little bit.
Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?
Yerp. Fidi.
Honestly, do you have a friend you don't like?
Yerp. Fidi. HAHAHAHA. Nope. None.
Honestly, do you love someone very much?
Beginning to wonder why I decided to do this particular tag. Answer: Yes.
Honestly, does anyone like you?
Hey hey hey. What's there not to like about me? (Kimberley's influence acting up again)
Done.
Went to watch the Royal London Circus today. Haven't been to the show since I was five. At first, I was reluctant. I thought that it might not be worth it. I mean, it's been 16 years since I watched stuff like this - the thought of having grown out of it lingered constantly on my mind.
Boy was I proven wrong. The circus was awesome. Hell, I wouldn't mind going again. :D
After that, the family and I went to KL, where we went shoe shopping for my brother Danial. Couldn't find any size. Goddamnit what's wrong with you Malaysians?? Why do you cater your clothes and shoes to the average sized Malaysian?? What about big people like my bro and I?? What about us?? Discriminating bastards. Get your generation to grow a few inches, won't you?
Okay, enough hate for the short and small.
Then we went to this other shoe store... and I almost fell in love with a pair of Adidas shoes. Brown, simple design. I wanted to get it so badly. I remained in the store, undecided if I should get it for myself or not. I just spent nearly RM300 on a pair of shoes in Hush Puppies yesterday. And to spend another RM200 today was a tough decision to make.
In the end I walked away without shoes. Not because I didn't want to buy it. Because there wasn't any of the particular design in my size.
I hate all you small bastards.
One day, I will be your dictator. And I shall ban clothing for anyone below 6 feet tall. And ALL of you shall suffer.
Midgets.
Okay, I'm done. Whooheee.
Given a certain level of thought byAdam Dewind at 8:55 PM 1 comment(s)
Chatting with Kimberley.
Click for larger view. You obviously can't see much at this size (the biggest, really).
Now someone tell me why is she so excited?
Go figure.
Hi Kimmie :)
We were talking about black and white images (like what we're using as our DP) because we like them. And she told me to search for some on Google. Turns out a few black ON white images came up instead. So yea. Explains a lot?
But then again... not enough. :P
Given a certain level of thought byAdam Dewind at 1:15 AM 0 comment(s)
Tagged #?
Thursday, August 16, 2007
I was tagged by Stephanie yesterday. Or day before. Or... Bah whenever.
Because I'm bored, and I have nothing better to do... Here it is:-
Each player starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
People who are tagged need to write in their own blog about their eight things and post these rules.
At the end of your blog, you need to choose people to get tagged and list their names.
Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’re tagged, and to read your blog.
Frankly, screw the rules. And yea, on my older blog, I did something incredibly similar to this. I'll try to post "new" random stuff.
1- I'm officially left handed. Though I'm also kinda ambidextrous. I write and play darts and open doors (subconsciously) with my left hand; but i dribble basketballs, punch and lift things with my right hand.
2- As much as I like Polar bears, they're still second on my list of favourite animals. Tigers come first, thank you very much.
3- I consider my car to be my second home.
4- When listening to music, I mainly hear (no, not listen) the bass and drums.
5- I love playing support roles in games. Medic in Battlefield 2, support heroes in DotA and Granado Espada. This is just the games I'm into now. Can't remember what else.
6- I'm fine with comedies (movies). But I sincerely prefer deep, emotional/thought provoking movies. Examples? Letters from Iwo Jima, The Green Mile, Road to Perdition, etc etc.
7- I still play with toys. I have an Action Man figurine in my room which I play with almost every night before I go to bed. Yes, I'm very very very childish. So sue me.
8- I can play Katamari Damacy with my eyes closed and still pwn half the world's population. Yes, that's how often I play the game.
10 things I love
Love? Hmm.
1- I love driving (o rly Sherlock?).
2- I love Maliq & D'Essentials (Seriously. Love.).
3- I love Nasi Lemak (Not eating Nasi Lemak in one week = Death).
4- I love tea. (Can't live without the bloody drink).
5- I love annoying Kimberley (I try. I really do).
(Eh. Too much "I love". Change)
6- I heart Formula 1 and McLaren. Dare say "Ferrari" in front of me? Dare??
("heart" is so schoolgirl-ish. Change)
7- I lurve having intellectual discussions.
8- I lurve poking Charlene's sides (Wheee~)
9- I lurve reading the National Geographic Magazine. Really a treasure trove of information. And the pictures? Incredible.
(Now for something a little more serious...)
10- I love my friends and family. Without the two, I wouldn't be who I am today - for better or worse.
Done. People I'd like to tag...
Aliff
Syazna
Sonia (Gillian... shaddap.)
Charlene
Collin (do it la biznitch.)
Danial
That's all I can think of (those who have blogs that I bother reading). Whoop de whoop whoop.
And now for a random image from the folders of Adam's laptop :o
Hahahaha! Puzzzaaaaahhhhh~
Given a certain level of thought byAdam Dewind at 11:02 PM 3 comment(s)
Buckets! :o
I feel sad for the big guy. Damn bucket thieves.
I am starting a movement to help the poor guy.
Please call 1800-BUCKET if you want to join the Gip T3h W4LrooS hiz BucK3t! Movement (GTWHB!M for short).
We need your support! :o
Given a certain level of thought byAdam Dewind at 9:55 AM 0 comment(s)
Nu kiddinh! D:
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
One of my favourite cat pics. Haha.
Nyao~~...
Given a certain level of thought byAdam Dewind at 6:39 PM 0 comment(s)
These Streets.
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
Into the big bad world
Where it takes you 'bout an hour
Just to cross the road
Just to stumble across another poor old soul from
The dreary old lanes to the high-street madness
I fight with my brain to believe my eyes
And it's harder than you think
To believe this sadness
That creeps up my spine
And haunts me through the night
And life is good and the girls are gorgeous
Suddenly the air smells much greener now
And I'm wondering 'round
With a half pack of cigarettes
Searching for the change that I've lost somehow
These streets have too many names for me
I'm used to Glenfield road and spending my time down in Arkie
I'll get used to this eventually
I know, I know
Where'd the days go? When all we did was play
And the stress that we were under wasn't stress at all
Just a run and a jump into a harmless fall from
Walking by a high-rise to a landmark square
You see millions of people with millions of cares
And I struggle to the train to make my way home
I look at the people as they sit there alone
Life is good, and the sun is shining
Everybody flirts to their ideal place
And the children all smile as a boat shuffled by them
Trying to pretend that they've got some space
These streets have too many names for me
I'm used to Glenfield road and spending my time down in Arkie
I'll get used to this eventually
I know, I know
These streets have too many names for me
I'm used to Glenfield road and spending my time down in Arkie
I'll get used to this eventually
I know, I know
Life is good, and the girls are gorgeous
Suddenly the air smells much greener now
And I'm wondering 'round
With a half pack of cigarettes
Searching for the change that I've lost somehow
These streets have too many names for me
I'm used to Glenfield road and spending my time down in Arkie
I'll get used to this eventually
I know, I know
These streets have too many names for me
I'm used to Glenfield road and spending my time down in our Arkie
I'll get used to this eventually
I know, I know
Given a certain level of thought byAdam Dewind at 12:47 AM 0 comment(s)
Bing.
Monday, August 13, 2007
Actual conversation:
Some-idiot-I-know (SiiK): Deyh.
Me: Whut?
SiiK: Forever.
Me: Forever what la? Ass.
SiiK: Forever I see you, listening to Maliq & D'Essentials or Dave Matthews. Pundek, no other song ah?
Me: Don't have. Shaddap and play DotA la. Forever DotA.
SiiK: Ass.
Given a certain level of thought byAdam Dewind at 7:28 PM 1 comment(s)
Yay.
Just received some great news regarding an incredibly close friend. And yes, I'm as happy as he is. Woot.
Through thick and thin my friend. Through thick and thin. And now you've got what you so long deserved. Finally.
Many well wishes! :)
Given a certain level of thought byAdam Dewind at 12:04 AM 0 comment(s)
Two heads and a Bullet.
Saturday, August 11, 2007
Huzzah.
One assignment down and done with. It was of course an assignment related to a subject of which I have little knowledge, and truth be told... couldn't care less for >.>
Ah well. Last night (after college) was pretty hectic. Lots of running around. Met up with my ex-girlfriend, just for some small chat. Got things done by 930pm, headed straight for home then slept like a log throughout the night. And here I am now, blog blog blogging.
Wait, doesn't sound so hectic after all. Meh.
I'll take this opportunity to send some shout-outs to a few people (because I'm bored and I want to. So sue me).
Syazna: So sorry I couldn't make it to your birthday dinner. Hope you had loads of fun :) Send my regards to your newfound happiness :D
Stephanie: Eh. You. Yes you. Good luck with your last exam (you'll probably read this after you're done with the exam). Hohoho.
Vic: Rawr.
Wengz: Diu.
Yip: Diuuuu.
Aliff: Niaseng. Diu.
Kimmie and Charlene: Drop by college once in a while damnit. :(
Gillian: Manja. Shaddap and study. Shaaaaaddaaaaap and study.
So colourful.
Given a certain level of thought byAdam Dewind at 7:48 AM 1 comment(s)
Soon enough.
Friday, August 10, 2007
As is, I'm incredibly tired.
This week has been lined up with so many things to do that I've just lost track of everything.
In fact, the absolute appearance of a familiar figure back into my life has just been puzzling, and for some parts... emotional.
Now of all times? Just when I'm starting to find my way over and around things? I really couldn't have expected her to show up. Not ever. But here she is, nonetheless.
I've put off two meetings with her so far. Afraid? A little.
Soon enough it'll be over and done with. I've given thought to taking her back. But then again... nah, not possible. Soon enough, she'll be gone and I'll be back where I left off.
Soon enough.
Given a certain level of thought byAdam Dewind at 1:05 AM 1 comment(s)
Lul.
Wednesday, August 8, 2007
This is gonna be a long semester.
Really long.
Given a certain level of thought byAdam Dewind at 11:00 PM 0 comment(s)
...
Tuesday, August 7, 2007
Engkau hadir dalam mimpiku
Dikala waktu kita masih bersama
Jelas tergambar senyumanmu
Jelas terlukiskan wajahmu
Di hatiku
Masih tersimpan dirimu
Given a certain level of thought byAdam Dewind at 10:30 PM 0 comment(s)
:(
Sunday, August 5, 2007
Hungarian Grand Prix. McLaren starts on pole with Hamilton, and 6th with Alonso (originally pole, but due to a penalty, was demoted 5 grid positions).
The worst part of the race: No matter their final position, McLaren WILL NOT gain any Constructor's points out of the race.
Son of a.
Damn stress. I won't stand for Ferrari winning. Main reason: this is McLaren's championship.
Secondary reason: I will not have my father shouting "Ferrari! Ferrari! Ferrari! Hahaha~" every bloody time he sees me. I am going to be the one to shout "McLaren! McLaren! McLaren! Huaaahahahaha~"
I r sad.
On a side note, shit. I'm stepping down from my role as Battlefield's Jet Pilot. My brother is officially the better jet pilot. The way he took control of the skies yesterday... Damn. Fly the jet like he was a bot. Damn. I'll stick to being the team's Medic/Engineer and Heli-Pilot. It's all about the support roles baby.
I'm in a dilemma. As is, I have to choose between two elective subjects for my course: Interactive Media and Design, or Calculus.
Career choice of the future: Lecturer.
Which will be better in the long run? Thilagan has been going on and on about how IMaD (uhh) is an easier and better option for careers in I.T. I dunno .___. I'm pretty keen on taking up Calculus. Maybe it's because I'm terrible at anything related to maths, and I want to challenge myself to it. Or maybe it's because I'm a stupid fuck.
Eitherway, whatever choice I make will end up with me being a stupid fuck. None of my course mates are keen on taking Calculus. So if I go for it, I'm aloooooooooooone.
Sigh.
Given a certain level of thought byAdam Dewind at 7:22 PM 0 comment(s)